I know how this sounds but ever since I've gotten engaged (over a year ago, wedding July 07) it's been the most stressful time of my life. Me and my fiance have NO money, we can't save, and are not going to be able to pay for this wedding (which he wanted not me). We are so financially up shi*s creek right now it's beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I wake up gasping for breath at night feeling like my heart has stopped, I grind my teeth, I cry all the time. I'm so sick over the lack of finances, I'm at my wits end with the whole thing. I'm now on 1mg of zanex so I can sleep without waking up thinking that I'm dead or about to die. I honestly just don't know what to do. Not getting married is not an option, cancelling the reception will cost even more money we don't have and his mother is a big, fat, super annoying ***** whose making things even worse. I know no one has the answers but it sure feels good to tell a bunch of strangers. Sorry for the rant. Any help would be good.
2007-02-21
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