I dont know why I hate my self very much. Whatever I do I never feel proud of it or satisfy with the results. I hate how I look, although people say that I'm cute, funny, bla..bla.bla..! The thing is I dont think I'm not as good as they say.
Everytime I lok at the mirror I hate what I see. If I did something I never think "It's good!". What's wrong with me?
My hubby close to this Russian model, which apprently she's one of his studens. He said that there's nothing beetween them, but I keep telling my self that he's cheating on me. I'm ugly that's why he's cheating on me with the Russian girl.
My marriage is in the bottom of the rock and part of it because of me. My negativity (spelling???). It's difficult for me to let go the past as well makes it even worse.
Oh, I'm so confused, sad, desperate. I just want to be happy and normal. Please help me...
2007-02-22
05:31:42
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minime_risk
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