I'm in college, I've been struggling since September to be successful and to get my work done. I switched from one program to another because it was more slow paced. I started two months behind the rest. Now it's January, I haven't gone to class in such a long time. The program I'm in is independent learning, but there are certain days where I have to go.
Anyway, I've been battling with depression for years. It always ruins everything. I have a counselor now at the college which I haven't seen in a while, but If I don't care enough to get out of bed, or to eat, then why would I care about class. No one really understands. I sit here dressed and ready to get to class. Yet I can't bring myself to do it. I've built all these fears, from putting class off for so long. If I fail 1.5 credit classes I lose my funding by my sponsor, and I'll never get it again. I feel like such a spoiled brat, government gives me money to go to college yet I abuse it. I feel as if I'm destined for failure.
2007-01-09
04:45:36
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