my life is pretty normal. i work a job that i am moderatly happy with, i am amidst making a great and exciting future for myself, my family is mostly great and i have the best boyfriend/relationship on the planet.
everything in my life is either average, or above average!
yet i still get into these ruts. these short time periods in my life when i literally hate MYSELF. not my life. MYSELF. i hate how i look, how i dress, how i act. i feel like i'm not good enough for anyone or ANYTHING. i find myself crying constantly. but i hide it. i cry in the bathroom and then play it off like i'm fine. i don't feel like i'm "unhappy", but then why am i so upset?? i don't eat, and just feel like sleeping...a lot. i know, you're probably thinking "DUH! you're depressed!" but i don't get it. my life is good. my relationships are wonderful. my future is bright. why the random "breakdowns"???
2006-12-07
06:47:07
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edgeXgirl
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