I’m depressed and lonely, evem if I have a baby and a husband. I’m afraid for my child I’m afraid of wht the world holds for my child as I don’t think there’s anything here for us. This world is evil and cruel and if you don’t have the right sort of mentallit or drive there’s nothing here for you. What’s wrong with me is that I have no drive or dissapline to make anything of myself. I have no friends, never have really and I hate and distrust mostly everyone. I’m afraid this will affect my child. I don’t know what to do, I try so hard but I don’t have the willpower. I wish there was more, I wish I was happier and not just stupidly content. I’m so sad and pathetic. I hate who I am I wish I was a better person. Why is there nothing for me. Help me please someone. Help I’m pathetic.
2006-11-17
09:14:59
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Billy m
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