At this point in my life, I seem to be an irreversable wreck. I am in deep debt, have too many high expectations for myself, have literally NO friends, am very lonely, have thought about Suicide uncontrollably, am always depressed, always feel like I have no purpose, etc..Is Bi-Polar REAL?! What are some reasons to live that I can repeat to myself when this overwhelming depression sweeps over me?! What can I smile to in my mind the next time I feel that God has forsaken me and that I am going nowhere with my life?? It is the most horrible feeling in the world, to gradually lose your mind like this...I have lost interest in everything, and can't stop thinking about anything but my strong desire to just KNOW that God really loves me, or that I have a purpose to move on!! I need so much help, but professionals are just putting me into even deeper debt...Someone help me...I always fear I am doomed, and I sincerely cannot handle it. I'm not strong enough for this.
2006-11-21
14:57:28
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