Why am I so stupid? I was at the dentist today for a suspected cavity, but it was just a stain. I was upset about this. I didn't *want* a cavity, but I was really hoping they would question me about my oral health and say something. I've been feeling depressed about this all day. Who in their right mind is upset when they're told that their teeth are "perfectly healthy"?
When I had heart problems (including a murmur, heart palpations etc) and was dizzy all the time at a point in my life when I was really sick...I was happy in an odd-twisted way.
It's like that I want attention. If I did, I would have openly told my dentist today that I've been bulimic for 6 years. I didn't say a thing. This questions relates specifically to struggling with bulimia. Why do I have to feel like I need to prove it physically?!
2006-08-10
06:43:20
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