Background: near 30, no friends or relationships, spritual, but not of a religious faith (and don't suggest another .. one aspect i've explored my whole life and what i am okay with). I don't drive a car, nor have any desire to ever do so (suck at it, and think it as enslavement, not freedom) I don't club, or bar hop, and most of my activities are solo. lived with family for 3 1/2 following last job quit / suicide try.
Yes, i've been hospitalized before, given 6 different diagnosis over the yrs, seen 7 therapists and shrinks (last 2 recommended no meds).
In a nut shell, keep thinking I just don't belong to society or the world. Looking for reason or purpose to why i'm still here, but can't figure it out. No, not shy (use to be, but not now) just doesn't see how I belong.
Has been given the standard don't give up bits, the you're just lazy, or the just end it .. I'm just looking for a new possibility, thanks.
2006-07-25
01:31:00
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eagleland06
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