Bases on previous answers to my questions and advice from therapists, I have problems in finding any motivation, interests, self esteem, and self identity.
Question is how do I find them. I've written journals, talked about my issues with therapists, read books on it and on the net, nothing seems to help. There are things i do, like being on the net, cleaning, playing video games, hiking and such .. but i don't enjoy them .. more of an escape til it's time to go to sleep. Problem could be not fully being able to articulate my situation, which explains i guess the number of misdiagnosis i get off-online. I get i don't let go of the past cause i sense it's all i have, i get that i am mostly schizoid and don't have the emotional bonds to gain attachments to people nor the desires of the norms of society (driving, church, community service, parties, clubs, etc). Not suicidal, though does have an ideation for it. Not sure what help is there, given poor history in groups too.
2006-07-26
02:59:48
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eagleland06
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