Thanks to all who have previously responded to my ?'s. I get I can be a stubborn pain in the neck about this issue.
I understand the point of how I should feel lucky to not be physically handicapped, how i live in america and not other places. Problem is i don't, i actually feel more hatred; like why was i given such gifts as that and others who have motivation haven't. I guess I just don't get the purpose of why I'm here and others who are or were far better human beings worse off or dead.
I just don't get it i guess, any of this stuff on life (maybe it's cause i kept myself so isolated from people that I just don't get what's normal or accepted). I guess i'm just lost. Told to find people with similiar interest, but not finding any i can connect with. I don't get why i've been given 2nd, 3rd, 15 chances when others who do good things don't get even the 2nd chance. I guess i'm just looking for what could make me worth saving, cause i just can't see it. Thanks.
2006-07-26
05:05:35
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eagleland06
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