Ever since I was at least thriteen, I have felt an intense rage burning inside of me. Of course, middle school was no fun for me and now, whenever I try to talk to people (friends and relatives) they tell me to get over what happened to me. It makes me angrier to hear that because no one understands what happened to me. I am angry at adults and those in high positions of power because they choose to ignore the youth. I am angry at my family for putting undue pressure on me to be "the good girl" and "the overachiever". The often compare me to the girls who got pregnant at sixteen and ended up leaving high school, claiming that I made better choices, and that I am a "good girl" for not having sex before the age of eighteen. IT'S ******* SICKENING!!! I hate being a good person all of the time, but if I speak my mind, people will turn their backs on me and judge me, shutting me out the way people shut me out in middle school and high school.
2006-07-26
17:44:55
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Marianna
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