I think I've been with a mild depression my whole life. When I was 15 I just thought that I just liked being at home more than other kids. But now I don't know anymore... is it just that? Because if it was for me I could stay in my bedroom lying on my bed forever. I don't care. I don't need to go out, I don't wanna go anywhere, see anybody. I just wanna be alone. People bother me. I hate people. And yes I've thought about commiting suicide. With what I've been through, who wouldn't think about it at least once? But depression is a lot more than that, right?
I just don't wanna go to a psychiatrist and have him tell me "you're fine". I'm gonna be really pissed because this is not fine. I hate doctors unless you're dying you're always just fine. But then again, I don't think I've experienced changes in my apetite... I could be sleeping a bit more, but nothing abnormal. And I don't have that much energy... I don't know anything anymore.
So it's not depression. Or is it?
2006-12-21
05:11:46
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mackenzie
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