Health - 5 August 2006

This is embarassing and hard to write. I feel so disassociative and brain dead. I feel like I have had ECT, but I have not. My entire family hates me and do not want to deal with me at all. I basically spend my time in a depressive stupor, staring off into space not really comprehending what is going on around me. I am having a really hard time leaving the house or talking. I know that I am completely alone. Has anyone else been the way that I am and has recovered ? I do not feel anything except self-hatred, guilt, shame, and terror.It is like I am completely trapped inside of myself and my mind has wrapped around itself with all negative, horrible evil thoughts.I cannot even remember anything good at all in my past 45 years on the planet.I have been hospitalized twice for suicidal thoughts. I am very self-absorbed to the extent that my own pocessions mean nothing to me, my cat means nothing to me. My heart is stone cold. I do nothing all day. Has anyone been here ever? HOPELESS in NC

2006-08-05 12:59:09 · 34 answers · asked by Anonymous in Mental Health

but i don't have insurance..can i pay a down payment,and go with a payment plan...if so how much would i have to put down?

2006-08-05 12:56:27 · 4 answers · asked by butterfly23 3 in Dental

2006-08-05 12:56:01 · 9 answers · asked by pancake 2 in Other - Health

i am a beginner in yoga and was wondering what kind of yoga is best for beginners. (style of yoga, i mean) i have been practicing by watching that yoga show on Fit Channel and i really liked the pace of it .. what style is that?

2006-08-05 12:55:19 · 1 answers · asked by ♥iL0VEV0llEYBAll♥ 2 in Diet & Fitness

Distance is like a medicine for the emotions and the soul. I fled NYC when things did not work out with someone I loved. I could not stay because each edifice held memories; Central Park west, the Met, even the god damn pizza assaulted me treasonous recollections. Now I'm in a place where I can't run. I have to stay here for another year at least. I need to go but cannot, can anyone relate? What should I do? Honestly, Its fu*&^# killing me?

2006-08-05 12:55:13 · 3 answers · asked by Aspen R 1 in Mental Health

2006-08-05 12:53:49 · 9 answers · asked by Kimberly G 1 in Other - General Health Care

Got a sharp pain in my bottom molar when cold touches it. Not a cavity!! Don't know what it is... Anyone have ideas?

2006-08-05 12:53:48 · 4 answers · asked by TheDude 1 in Dental

there is a plaza and a grocery store behind my housed,with a concrete wall in between, the stores dumpsters are located behind my house, you cant even sit in my backyard because of the stinch, flies, and rats that come out at night, i have complained to the store managers and the health department. does anyone know what steps i should take? and is there any law how close a dumpster can be to a neighborhood ?

2006-08-05 12:52:33 · 5 answers · asked by earthygirl 5 in Other - Health

i really want a baby but my tubes are tied any ideas? Should me and my husband just keep trying and see what happens. i am 24.

2006-08-05 12:52:26 · 4 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

2006-08-05 12:51:45 · 4 answers · asked by kenai0220 1 in Diet & Fitness

I'm wanting to try crystal healing and was wondering if anyone knew or had experience with using crystals for phobias. If so which ones and how? And did it work?

2006-08-05 12:51:31 · 3 answers · asked by Anonymous in Alternative Medicine

2006-08-05 12:46:21 · 15 answers · asked by man!!! 1 in Men's Health

i mean i excersize 30 minutes a day, have healthy meals. why am i still the same pounds as yesterday???

2006-08-05 12:44:58 · 14 answers · asked by Abercrombie_Cutiee 2 in Diet & Fitness

The inside of my bellybutton is red and splotchy. I don't know why it is. I shower daily and it still won't go away. Any ideas what it is and how to get rid of it?

2006-08-05 12:44:37 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - Health

2006-08-05 12:44:24 · 1 answers · asked by Anonymous in Diet & Fitness

what is it supposed to look like?

(Not a perverted question)

2006-08-05 12:43:47 · 4 answers · asked by ~bluesky~ 1 in Women's Health

I always here to check your balls for cancer, what am I supposed to feel for?

2006-08-05 12:40:18 · 6 answers · asked by Anonymous in Men's Health

2006-08-05 12:40:07 · 22 answers · asked by lost&confused 5 in Other - Health

Ok, I had a pretty bad day yesterday....I was in a rush, so I just put on my favorite skirt....no undies:) Anyway, my car got a flat tire, so I had to walk to work. On my way there, I felt something....I think I lost an ovary!! I was walking really fast, I turned around but couldn't find it. I got down on my hands and knees for a sec. but I was in a hurry! What should I do? Should I still go try to find it?

2006-08-05 12:39:37 · 25 answers · asked by Jen 5 in Women's Health

2006-08-05 12:39:12 · 2 answers · asked by kimkand 1 in Other - Health

2006-08-05 12:38:47 · 5 answers · asked by lost&confused 5 in Other - Health

who hates the mounthly thing

2006-08-05 12:34:07 · 23 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

how do u get rid of pimples really fast??? like in a day or two????

2006-08-05 12:28:12 · 4 answers · asked by noname 2 in Other - General Health Care

i mean, a lot of skin products claim that they can give you smooth and clear skin. But they honestly don't work. are st. ives products one of them?

2006-08-05 12:27:55 · 4 answers · asked by smashmouth 2 in Women's Health

"Examples of personal tragedies resulting from an uncritical embrace of supernatural claims, are plentiful."

http://www.randi.org/research/faq.html#1.1

2006-08-05 12:27:14 · 6 answers · asked by Smegma Stigma 4 in Alternative Medicine

my mom has hepatitus c and she is taking the pegysus shot once a week but her white blood cell count was too low so they gave her another shot and she is suppose to go in once a week and the nurse gives it to her. we wanted to look up the shot but she cant remember the name. does anyone know what the shot to bring her white blood cell count up is called? i think the nurse said it takes bone marrow from her bones or something. thank you

2006-08-05 12:27:03 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - Health

i really like this one guy..i wanna ask him out but..i dont know how..what do i do??

2006-08-05 12:26:02 · 2 answers · asked by yay 2 in Women's Health

2006-08-05 12:25:44 · 7 answers · asked by clint k 1 in Other - Health

The red spots do not hurt at all, for a while I only had a couple but the other night a few more appeared. I'm too shy to ask the doctor plus I don't want my parents to find out because I am under their medical insurance. Sometimes I can peel a really thin layer of skin off of the spots.

2006-08-05 12:23:49 · 11 answers · asked by chris m 1 in STDs

my feet have been hurting since jan. I have been to the drs four time and now thank god they are doing some blood test. the dr told me it could be the nerves in my feet. if it is and they have left me in pain for all this time will they be able to do anything?

2006-08-05 12:23:40 · 5 answers · asked by loveslave111 1 in Women's Health