I am 16 years old. I have been cutting for about 4-5 years. My parents know that I cut and, I havee been diagnosed as a severe Manic Depressive is Schitzophrenic tendencies. I HATE taking my medication. I am on Prozac and Lamictal. It makes my stomache hurt, and I still feel depressed. I black out when I do cut, and half the time I don't remember doing it. I have over 10,000 pills saved because I don't take them. I feel that I need long term help, but I know when I get it I won't want it. I can't help but get pissed of when someone calls my name. I HATE people calling my name. Every time I cut, I ALWAYS wake up with blood every and they are always too deep. The cuts take about a month to heal because they are too deep. I always see the fat beneith my skin. I constantly have a headache, and I never talk to my friends anymore... Please, I need help, I feel the only way out of my problems is suicide... But, I don't want to make my parents angry with me... Please help... No **** please!
2006-06-11
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