i broke up with my bf last saturday because of something stupid,
but then we stayed broken up after i found out from his best friend that he was cheating on me.
i did alot for him,
i saved up money for an apartment,
i got in trouble with my family,
i lost my virginity,
worked really hard in school,
risked my reputation..
i cried for an hour.
that was it.
then i just went about my life,
laughing, things like that, normal-like.
people keep asking why im not more upset.
im wondering too.
i mean he fricken cheated. and lied.
ive never cared about anyone the way i care about him.
but now i dont even care that he calls me crying,
or about that other girl,
or that he cheated,
or that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him,
and its not gonna happen now.
its my first serious relationship, but i feel like its ending the way i ended all my previous flings.
does that mean i never really cared?
i thought i did.
grrr will i ever care about someone...??
2007-09-28
10:17:29
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13 answers
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aja
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