am a passive man. I especially cannot say no to any women. When I wear spandex and lycra, I want to be spit on, put in pain by the woman's feet and licking anything she would tell me too. Oh I have a fantasy of being a cuckhold too, cleaning up, ya know. Right now, I would give anything for this lifestyle, my paychecks every week, all chores and work that needed to be done, I mean everything, making her life completly comfortable while only asking for some moderate physical and mental abuse . Should I keep on looking for a woman to do this for me for it was my lifelong dream or do I seek help and try to erase these feelings through therapy? I now am going for a college degree, have a job that pays well and I am committed to always better myself. This is the only thing that ever stood in my way. I'm 28 and spent the last 12 years of my life pleasing women in "mostly vanilla relationships"
2007-01-27
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Kevin S
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