Had a pretty rubbish day today. Made me think about how other people actually see me. It's been the sort of day that I've been thinking about how many people would care if I wasn't there(just 'friends', my family obviously would).
See I get on with everyone, I don't think anyone dislikes me at school and I can talk to most people. But that only happens when I'm actually there - they don't have to make the effort to talk to me like they would on msn or on the phone. I have been on msn for 25 minutes now and only 1 person has actually started a conversation with me!
I'm sort of on the outskirts of the group that I hang around with, but would like to get to know others in other groups better. But my mind is rubbish - I'd be worrying what the others in my 'group' were thinking, and also I'd think the new people would think I'm impeding.
Is it worth making the effort now with only about 15 weeks of school left or should I wait until uni in September??
2007-01-25
09:00:06
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Joey C
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