breaking up with my ex was probably the best thing i ever could have done. i am so much stronger now. i don't need to be with someone because i am afraid to be alone. i'm surviving by myself, i might not be happy but i am doing it. when asked what i wanted most out of life, my answer has always been happiness. so it makes sense that i wouldn't be happy now, because then i would have nothing to live for, nothing to work toward. if i was still with him, we would be together, but he would still be screwing around behind my back. that is worse. i would rather be alone than lonely. and he probably would have convinced me to give my son up for adoption, so i wouldn't even have him. so yeah, i would have a boyfriend, but i wouldn't be happy in that situation either. but i feel free, and that's pretty damn close to happy.
anyone else ever feel like this?
2006-12-28
05:31:53
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pikachu
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Marriage & Divorce