kinda freaked me out saying he is suicidal. maybe I need to give more info.Didn't want to but need to know your opinion. Dated for a long time recently spoke again.wrote him sent him pictures & so did he.He did break up with me but we never could part ways even after that. He always came back & asked me to marry him.Life happened & we went our seperate ways,he was my soul mate & I still love him. Live in different states, both with other people, 9 years.Married.Would not destroy what I have now, he wouldn't either. He is a pastor now. I sense something wrong, b/c he seem depressed.In the letter I wrote him, the last thing I said was "well, I guess this is goodbye.In the letter that he wrote me the last thing he said was"I don't know if this is goodbye. I do know that I look forward to heaven where we will will have a pure genuine love.Pretty much out of our reach now cause we're all still pretty messed up.b/c we share a Savior we will talk again & God will have made all things right.
2006-12-01
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