I have gone to therapist, counslers and many people for help. I am, and always have been, attracted to women. Social and family beliefs are too strong to fight. The bible is also a strong reason I keep myself in check. I know that I feel that I am a man in a womans body. Many people fight the situation so much that they sleep with many of the opposite sex to prove that they are straight, and it never works. I think its a defect such as hare lips, or some other malformity in birth. I told one therapist that I have tried so many times to cut that part of me out to no avail. Her response was I can't because it is who I am. I am married to a wonderful man, 13 years, that understands, thank God. I love him with all my heart, yet the yearning and strong feelings toward women won't go away. When I meet a woman that I feel attracted to I run like its the devil. Still I have dreams of women. I can't control that. I feel I am a lesbian married to a man. Many gays don't understand, nor straight.
2006-10-06
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