I really do not have any family or friends, and my wife, whom was my only friend is gone. I am finding the pain increasing because I am reliving our life in my head. I went back 12 years ago to when we first met and I can't seem to stop. Day by day, in my head and it is causing so much hurt and pain for I really do love my wife so much, I really do. It is my fault that she left, I neglected her, didn't spend time with her, I didn't show her that I really loved her, (I think because I didn't realize that I had so much love in my heart for her). She has always been a truly wonderful person and I was an idiot. I never beat her or cheated on her or yelled at her but I abused her through neglect, which I now regret so much. If she ever has it in her heart to forgive me, I have learned a valuable lesson and I will treat her like the queen that she deserves to be treated like. I can't seem to deal with this pain it is so hard. She is a good woman and I care for her a great deal and I miss her
2006-09-09
08:40:37
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sharkscue
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Marriage & Divorce