everyday that i wait and try to be calm about this i grow further away from my own heart and feelings. i get new resentments toward her everyday because the things she is doing meantime are destroying my love for her and soon there will not even be the strength in my being to keep her in my life at all. i tried to suggest that while she is involved with my (friend?) neighbor that i dont want to be a part of her life nor do i enjoy the humilliation and hurt that her choices have brought to our lives on a daily basis. she didnt consider an alturnitive action to fulfill her needs, but to this day has me hanging on by a thread. i have changed so much about my life to make things better for us to be happy but i am only sinking deeper into ahole of finicial, emotional, and mental disfunction while she goes further and further away from me in everyway except her material needs. she gives me guilt ,anxiety and an oppurtunity to feel pain on a daily basis but i dont want to giv up
2006-07-21
06:43:52
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