I am middle aged and 43. I have nothing at all. No job, no skills, no home, no car - of course no money.
I have no partner, no lover, no friends at all. No social / religious network. No happy memories to look back on.
My body is getting more and more out of shape and makes me sad.
As I sit here today, no one even nos or cares who I am. I keep wondering if it would be rational for me to end things. I feel that I am doomed because there is nothing that can ever be said or done to make things better for me. I wish I had the guts to go to a train station and throw myself in front a locomotive.
Do you agree i am finished now?
2007-10-13
05:40:24
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17 answers
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brutus
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