couple of years..whom i planned to marry..it really hit me hard when she dumped me, its been 6 months and everyday is pure hell..i cant stop thinking about her every second of the day & night..& it hurts even more knowing she has another bf & knowing that i never have a chance with her again...she truely made me happy & was everything i wanted..when she broke up with me i tried to commit suicide twice....ive been in the hospital multiple times on suicide watch & ive been on almost every anti anxiety/depression med u can think of...also also many pschychiatrists and therapists..i had many break ups before this, but this was the girl i wanted to spend the rest of my life with...everyday is a struggle for me not to do something..i even tried dating & going out w/ many girls since the break up but it didnt work..i tried spending lots of time with family/ friends & doing things hobbies but nothing has helped..i also have other medical problems & im medical leave from college..i dont want to
2007-12-27
06:59:28
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