I think I need to see a professional...the last 2 years of my life seem like the biggest hell ever. I was dating a guy for a while over a 2 years ago, found out that he slept with a good friend of mine, I tried to forget him. Then I started a youth worship team at my church and became best friends with my 4 male team members, and best friend with one of the 4. He and I starting 'seeing' each other for a while, I told him I loved him, (stupid thing on my part, but I do love him) then a few months later he broke it off without any reasons. Then I asked the youth leaders if I could take a break from the worship, and they said yes. About a month later I asked them if I could come back and they said no, so I was seperated from my four best friends, and I was no longer allowed to lead worship. Lately. I have fallen away from God and it is scary. I have been going to bars alot and drinking and dancing with and making out with guys I dont even know. What is wrong with me? Who have I become????
2007-11-19
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kate h
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