part of me wants help, the other part doesnt want to at all and knows that if i do go to rehab or anything i would relapse again anyways.
I would go to rehab to at least try, but i'm fifteen, and my parents have no idea about it. If i told them it would ruin my life. They would hate me.
I want help, but i don't want my parents knowing.
My drug use started freshman year drinking, then i started smoking weed ocationally. My weed smoking increased to multiple times a day, then i started getting into other **** too.
To list some, ive done/still do extacy vicodin xanax, acid, ritalin, lsd, shrooms, coke, pcp, etc.
(never done crack or heroin, thank god)
I love doing them. My friends and i have a great time together. I love it. But since i am only a sophmore, i worry that later this year and next year, i might just keep getting worse.
I also feel like ive ****** up my life already, and stopping now wont change anything.
Ive lost everything that was once important to me.
2007-10-10
11:42:29
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