At 13 yrs old, these problems are probably nothing compared to what's out in the "real world", but the stress and pain keep piling up and I don't think I can handle this much longer. My parents are rarely home anymore, and being self-employees, often work well past midnight. I'm losing my friends year after year, and it seems like I'm always the one that doesn't fit in. I make tons of mistakes like normal people would, but they constantly get shoved in my face. The suicidal thoughts keep coming back no matter how hard I try to get my life back the way it was. My problem probably isn't big enough for other people to want to kill themselves over, but I'm not that strong, and I just want to give up and for it to end. I've been trying to take it a day at a time, pushing myself to make it through one more week, one more month, but after two years of this, it doesnt seem like there's much hope anymore.
2007-10-10
12:31:41
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