Ok, so this is a touchy subject for and hard to talk about. I feel like I am losing my faith, and I really REALLY don't want that. I have been trying to have kids for 5 years, and I have been told I am not likely to do so. I love children, and I cannot afford to adopt one. I want to have my own so badly. I try so hard to do the right thing, but I feel like I am always messing up. God has been there for me so many times before, but maybe I did something wrong to not be able to have children. I know that I shouldn't feel that way because there are a lot of people out there like me who have fertility problems. The major problem is that I am the ONLY one that I know of in my whole family that has fertility problems, and I have found myself blaming God for that, even though I know I shouldn't. How can I get my faith back? I pray every night, and I am constantly apologizing for the way that I feel. I just don't know what to do.
2007-09-21
14:57:18
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vicky l
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