I grew up basically watching my mom and Dad constantly bickering. Its interfered with the way i think and now react to certain situations. The last time they fought, he was going to hit her...I heard her screaming, so i got up and went to the room. there he was over her, i g ot really mad...memories just started pouring in..So i yelled at him. (he used to hit me, but few years ago, i grew up. And i just didn't look vulnerbale). So anyways i yelled at him, i told him if he ever touced her again, i will kill him. He never did touch her, or even argue. Perhaps he woke up.
But since that day, i have no feelings for him..i never really saw him as a "father". we don't speak. i just pass straight without saying anything. It hurts not reallly having a connnection, lke sometimes you just need a bond like that...but there could never be anything there.
My mom is like, he works hard, he is your father..talk to him.
But, i dont know how. Its like, in my mind....i took him out
2007-07-07
14:42:18
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Anthony L
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