i have borderline personality disorder, im 30, been through alot of trauma and have never made any friends or relashionships in life......ive never had a job because of my problems, never been close to someone or never had a girlfriend....i seriously feel times running out on me...everyday is lonely for me, sat here, everynight in my one bedroom apartment..feeling desperatly, desperatly, acutley isolated and alone...i feel very needy all the time, like the great need for intamacy and closeness that a relashionship would bring......i have dreams and ambitions i dont no how to reach..to emigrate from england yo the usa or canada...to find a loving partner, a cute chubby farm girl, because that my preference..to feel happy and secure in my own home...these are my dreams, theres no way i wanna stay in the uk, NO way, so please dont say i do..its like no one cares about me or my dreams..im waiting for therapy, but im not sure it can help..i have made a few friends on here yahoo answers but
2007-07-06
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