i was forced to put my dog down 2 years ago because she was 18 and had cancer really bad the last 3 months of her life... in 3 months she went from healthy to skin and bones and couldnt eat and only drank water and couldnt control her bowels.......well i feel guilty... u see a few years before that i left home for college and left her with my dad, and because of differences with my dad i barely came over, and i miss her soo much.. the night we put her down, the whole family of 8 people was in the room and she completely ignored me, but went right over to my boyfriend and every one else.. i feel so guilty and miss her so much and feel like its my fault she died and hated me. i was her favorite human and she was my best friend and i deserted her...i cant get over feeling guilty to this day and miss her soo much , i wish i could go back in time and visit more often and take her to sleep over my place... i dont know how to not feel guilty.. she wouldnt even acknowledge me that night..
2007-07-03
17:02:39
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