Lilly's a week old today, and i know i suld be so happy she's FINALLY out n about, but im not. i just keep looking at her n thinking my life's over now, and then i feel so horrible for thinking such selfish thoughts. i've tried talking to her dad, but she just calls me childish.
i get upset when she crys for seemingly no reason and go to him about this, but i was told to stop being so 'f**king selfish n grow up' i miss being able to walk n see my friends and wee minus any pain!
i know its just baby blues, but when does this go? i dont think i could handle much more of this.
2007-05-14
11:52:57
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evilbunnyhahaha
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Newborn & Baby