Hello everybody, something is weighing heavily on my mind and I need your ideas/thoughts. I am a Christian and I got saved in 1996, but before I got saved I disobeyed my parents at the age of 16 and the result of that disobedience was a pregnancy that I tried to hide from everybody. I didn't know what to do and where I am from, it is like a taboo to have a child out of wedlock and so 6 months into the pregnancy, I was found out and my step mother took me to a doctor who said he could get me to physically give birth and I said yes and my labor was induced and after almost 8 hours the fetus was born. I've prayed to God since then to forgive me and I know He has but I can't help feeling that He is still angry with me. I am now a married woman and I have been trying for over 4 and a half years to concieve but I can't. All the doctors me and my husband have seen in the US all say I am okay and he is okay. Am I right in thinking that maybe God has not forgiven me?
2007-04-09
05:46:31
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