Ever since i was 12 and my mom got remarried i have bein haveing issues with belief in god because i hated him 4 my stepdad, i have never doubtd thats s/he is there but wether everythin he says is true or not, then almost one yr ago my grandma mammy as i called who me and my mom lived with till she got remarried was dignosed with 3 brain tumors,which eventually blocked the nerves in her head so where she couldnt speak no more, her last words to anyone was she told me she loved me, i was angry at god i felt like he had take so much away from me why did he have to take her, i was vengeful i wanted to burn everychurch in the world down, i since then have not had a relationship with god at all, i dont feel comfortable in church anymore when i have tried to go, i feel that anger i felt after my mammy died, so my question is will god forgive me and help me with all my problems or since i walked away from him cursing his name and scrpiture will he do the same to me, and does he still love me
2007-03-28
02:03:43
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jake k
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