One of the major themes of my life has been suffering.
I experienced a significant amount of it over several years, from early childhood on. From parents, teachers and even a couple of close friends.
During my formative years, my mother was irrational, emotionally volatile, and physically abusive. She was THE major source of intense, negative drama at home.
I have now adjusted well, after 7 marriages and 6 kids.
But yesterday, it all came back to me in a sudden moment. I called Dr. Laura and asked her why she is so rude to those who call. She abruptly went to commercial, and while off the air, YELLED at me as though she were my mom.
I broke down and sobbed for nearly 15 minutes. I'd thought that my dark days were over, but no...they are here, inside.
What can I do to erase the dread I have within my memory?
Please, someone help me.
HOW DO I FORGET MY HELLISH PAST?
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2007-03-24
02:22:33
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