ive bin recentley diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and for 16 years since 16 ive suffered with inner rage and rage attacks. im now 29. ive suffered alot of suffering and trauma in my life, victimisation and abuse,ive repressed anger alot in my life, i think this where the rage comes from. im waiting for therapy, not sure when itll be though.
problem is for two years ive lived in my own flat, and around me live lots of ' hoodies' . there noisy, drive motrbikes recklassly. they shout. go around in groups. and although their not threatening me directly, i still feel threatened by them. im worried so much about my rage attacks and anxiety that ive socially isolated myself, because im worried about losing control. i have in the past outside, if ive missed percieved threats, and its got me into trouble. for example if i think a person, another males looking at me or stare at me, ill not no how to handle it. feel the urge to stare back. then ive lost control of my rage.
2007-03-23
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