I have OCD, and I have let it go untreated for awhile now, and one of my obsessions is to look back at ppl to see if they're lookingat me. I guess this is more obvious than I would like it to be, b/c in class yesterday (I go to a university) I did this to these annoying guys in my class who talk a lot, and one of them pointed at me when I glanced at him, and it was when the instructor was talking about a character in a book who "snapped" and that it was a self-fulfilling prophecy, and I happen to have an OCD-related paranoia about everything inmy life being a self-fulfilling prophecy, and when the instructor said this, and I happened to glance back at this guy, he pointed at me! And I am wondering if he knows about me feeling this way about myself, and how?! Am I that obvious? But how can it be? Or did he do this b/c I kept looking back at him and it just happened to be when she was talking about this? I have enough problems and am in a relationship that is not going where I want it.
2007-03-22
00:37:15
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