a girl of 20 from canada, i built up a loving relashionship with her..im 29, and feel an emptiness and despair and abandonment thats so great right now. i live a lonely, self absorbed isolated life in a small flat. im waiting to be assesed for therapy. a psychiatrist has already recentley diagnosed me as borderline personality disorder. i truly felt an attachment to this girl, i loved her, and wed fallen out so many times, but she always came back to me..but it dosnt appear she will this time...ive ruined it with my insecurities about her, and possesivness, and clingyness. ive ruined what we had. the connection i was making, through suking and not trusting her, getting upset with her about stating she was ' single' on myspace, about talking about her being hugged off other guys, in myspace bulletins. she said they were only friends. but i didnt believe her...ive known her two years on the net & formed a closness to her. theirs an open, massive wound in my heart that wont heal..
2007-03-06
22:25:22
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