How we live and why we die. For me, Its a quest of faith. My entire population of personality has vanished. I told you how many I took, you say you don't want me to hurt myself. I'm not saying this Is how I feel, but If I didn't wake up, so what. I'd feel worse for my family then I would myself. I'm a freak show who cant get away from his own Issues. This Is the cause of my demise. I still have faith although this past year has been the most questionable for me. I'm I'll physically, a decomposing ankle that just wont heel. And I always tell God to help me yet he doesn't. Instead I'm a drug addict to everyone and NOBODY UNDERSTANDS WHAT I'M REALLY FEELING AND GOING THRU. My pillow now soaked and I cant see the key-board. Its crucial and nobody can get Involved but God when he decides to heal this. Steve...
2006-12-22
04:19:47
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