I was brought up by an alcoholic prostitute.I was often left for weeks at a time, family knew but turned a blind eye. I had to survive. I learnt pretty quick. I'm now 30, with 2 kids, work full time, very happy with my man. My 'mum' now wants to make it up to me. I have contact with her cos of my kids. Apparently, she saved her earnings, has lovely home, fab car, villa in Spain. I hate her soooo much. Crying right now. I know I need counselling, have no time. How do I get counselling? Where? I have younger sisters who had a totally different life.They think she is fantastic.I wish she was dead. I saw way too much, way too young for me to forgive her. She wants day to day contact with me. Am I wrong to shun her? Family tell me I should give her another chance. I can't forget, my God I wish I could. They are making me feel like I'm the one with the problem. My fella says I should forget she exists but, you only have one mum and all that. I don't want my kids not knowing their nan.
2006-11-19
13:13:42
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