I am 28 Married Female who has been involved in an affair for the last year with an older man (54) who is in a committed relationship. Last night after the 2 of us had relations it hit me that I am a whore. I realize that I need to change my life big time.
I have been thinking about packing it all up and moving 1000 miles away so I could start over and get my life back. I just think that everyone around me would be better off without me, and I would be better off in an area where people don't know my history where I can start over.
Part of my awaking was do to the fact that some people from Temple found out about my relationship with my "boyfriend" I acknowledged it while he denied knowing me in a sexual way. My friends from Temple all think I am a crazy stalker, and so does everyone else. The Rabbi is of no help and I am not at all close with my family. Please advise.
2006-11-07
03:27:55
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Laura F
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