I wanted to thank everyone who posted a reply to my blog in which I
wrote that I discovered my husband has been visiting the same 3 strippers for over 2 1/2 years, calling strippers compulsively. He has spent 1000's. He claims that he never had sex with these women, but only got lap dances in which he ejaculated into his pants. As I said early I am an attractive women, but since discovering this infidelity, i have felt very low in self-esteem. What has upset me most about this is that I love to have sex and I feel rejected by my husband. I would have gone with him to the bar if that is what excites him, but the fact that he went alone shows that he doesnt care about my emotional and sexual needs. I feel that I am not good enough. I am a good wife, always ready to listen and I like to have sex. I just don't get it. I wonder if he will cheat in the future, and if he had sex with these strippers. I wanted to have children, but he wasn't interested in sex.
2006-10-24
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