I am 18 years old, and have suffered from severe depression for as long as I can remember. I can almost never sleep unless I stay up until I honestly pass out. I feel sick to my stomach nearly all the time, have headaches alot and back-aches....stiff neck. I lay in my bed and cry to myself alot, wondering why the hell I feel like this all the time, I feel no one gets me and honestly feel like i'm being tortured, and suicide seems like a viable option. I have failed to stay in college, and tried numerous times to keep a job to no avail. I am seeing a psychologist but can't bring myself to tell her I constantly think of suicide for fear of being sent to a looney bin or something. I have tried several times to take my own life, as recent as a year ago. When i wake up in the morning, I cannot think of one thing that makes me happy. I have zippy-zappy feeling in my head about every 10 secons, but i think it is because i have recently switched anti-depressants, Please help if u can.
2006-10-19
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