I'm not talking about "I broke up with my bf/gf 3months ago" type solitude, I mean true depressing isolation. I'm 35 years old and to be honest I have had a grand total of 4 months worth of true companionship in my life, and it's NOT by choice. I go out to bars, movies, fairs, etc. so I'm not a hermit or anything. It just seems no matter what I do, say, or try, I end up being alone. The worst thing is everyone who's ever met me thinks I'm an actual honest to god gentleman, but even that doesn't help. The solitude I feel can't be cured by friends, after this amount of time, it's not enough, no matter where I am, or who I'm with I feel alone. And after this much time the loneliness is like a manifestation chewing on my soul, and NO shrinks aren't the answer either. I feel the only thing that will cure this is actual companionship. So, if you've been alone as long as I have, how do you deal with it?, Do you feel like death is the only true release.
2006-09-23
15:18:33
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