Like i was saying, I have a psychothist, and a therapist, and i take medication. I have even been to Psych wards and stayed for weeks at a time. I have even been to Long-Term-Care Wards (for 7str8 months). Nothing ever helps. Sometimes i think its getting better then boom; Right back where i started from. I dont know what to do anymore. Sometimes i think Suicide is the only way to end all the pain. But that will cause severe pain to all those who care about me. So that would be selfish. But what can i do to get raid of this pain. I think thats how its going to end up though. Suicide. No other soultion. Tried it all. Now i even have a drug dependence to go along with everything esle. PainKiLLers. I just want be free from everything. Not attention, or "happy pills", or whatever. Just to be Normal. but i dont think that will ever be so. Any suggestions?
2006-08-04
22:39:10
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