Most people think to themselves, I suck, Everybody hates me, I'm nothing when they're suicidal. But not me I don't think of myself altogether I think of others and the world as a whole. Because recently I had a falling out with my family over some extremely racist ****. I am white and I used to date a black guy now dating a mexican and Now I can really see how my family feels about african americans, latinos etc. The first time I heard my father say the n word I couldn't believe it. I got in a huge argument with my parents and brothers and basically left do not live there anymore. I do visit but after everything that happened I realized there was nothing I could do to change them and how they feel. I get suicidal over that stuff. Nobody actually cares about how I feel. And where are the people in the world that feel as I do? Why out of all the people in the world does MY family have to be like this?
2006-07-09
19:38:07
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