For me, I had just left an abusive relationship and my life was on the line. My husband had a gun out and was going to shoot me. I ran...and got on a plane to San Fran. On the plane I was shaking uncontrolably and looked out the window...we were above the clouds...the beauty of what I was looking at just flooded me until nothing else was there...peace filled me. I heard myself say, "God, if you're really there...I put my life in Your hands. I've failed miserably at everything...I can't do it anymore." And then I finally started crying. The sobs came from deep inside me, all the repressed fear, hurt, pain came flooding out. And then I heard a gentle whisper in my head..."I've always had you...you've never been out of my sight...I even saw you when you tied your first shoelace." And then it was like a liquid warmth filled me. I thought I would melt into oblivion. It was like I had given Him my mess, and He would give me His help. And He did.
2006-07-07
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