About 5 years ago, due to personal reasons, my life completely fell apart. I lost the majority of my friends, my self-confidence, and my self-respect as a result. I struggle with anger, depression, anxiety, and mood swings. I used to self-mutilate a lot to relieve stress, but I have trained myself away from doing that so I do not do that anymore. But, I was bad enough it was to that point. I have been on medicine and I have been to counseling - neither really helped much. I spend alot of my time alone, questioning if God is real and if He is real, how allowed my life to fall to pieces and how He can ignore my prayers for things to get better. I seem to be stuck in a cycle of bad thinking that I cannot seem to get out of.
I don't want to be like that anymore. I want to learn to let go of the past, make new friends, and learn to go with the flow and let good things happen to me. I want to rekindle my relationship with God. Any advice for making 2008 the best year ever??
2007-12-30
05:32:17
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