If a woman is abused, raped, lied to, lied about, cheated on (but partner claims he didn't do it even when there were pictures) for 10 years & her husband is just starting to take medications that seem to work but every time he gets angry, cranky, or raises his voice, her fears that never leave become overwhelmingly strong. She married her rapist after several years, she spiritually thought it was the right thing to do. She hurt her body too many times & her baby died & though doctors say it was an infection, she blames herself. Since the abuse just recently stopped, her life is still filled with fear of further attacks & blame, anger, resentment, depression over a ruined life lost, time wasted. She cant sleep at nights & she cries wishing she had been killed like he told her he would. She has been broken into so many pieces that she thinks no one cares nor will fix her. She doesn't think anyone can fix her, especially not herself. & has self hatred & urges to cut & stab. There is no
2007-09-25
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