If someone like me who has a painful illness with NO MEDICAL REMEDY TO RESOLVE IT - ( i live with severe congestive heart failure & terrible edema swelling all my limbs & abdomen - a massive heart attack from a car crash caused it). I am an Orthodox Christian, I know my priest says I'll be eternally condemned for suicide. But I begged Jesus to cure me, or if He would not, then to take me soon to Him to release me from this daily torment. Tell me - just as in a human court, the judge before sentencing, hears character testimonies, evaluations of mental states, indications of remorse, takes everything into account before sentencing - then wouldn't Jesus do at least as much to evaluate my guilt & punishment.? BEfore condemning me? Jesus will know the deeper circumstances which motivated me.to end it.
I can't walk & step normally, I can't flex my legs to climb steps or wear my pants, I'm rigid like wood with water pressure swelling my tissues within. Perhaps Jesus will show me mercy?
2007-02-10
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